You know, I now live alone, and currently do a lot of reading, watching tv, and not doing much else. Yes! I do a little cooking, a little housekeeping, make my bed, wash my clothes, go to cardiac exercise and take the grandkids to their Tae Kwon Do classes. but I really don't do much else.
I just don't seem to have any ambition or motivation if you will. As I have mentioned in another post, it has taken me a long time to realize that I lost my motivation many years ago. Then with the loss of my wife of 40 years, I have nothing to focus on. I know I have dwelled on this subject a lot lately, and I need to get off of it.
I really need to get my a** in gear, take one thing needing done and go do it. Then repeat. At some point I should shake off my despondency and depression and move on with life.
God won't do it for us, but with faith in God we can do it.
God bless us all from the gahillbilly.
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