Well Folks! I don't know if you want to hear this, but I still miss my wife. I still listen to hear her calling me, or I still turn to tell her something I have seen or heard that I know she would like to hear. It has been 11 months since she passed away.
I now appreciate why Dad remarried as quickly as he did. After living with someone you love and appreciate for a long time, it is extremely difficult to get used to living alone.
This explains why I spend as much time as I do on Facebook and on email. It helps me to maintain my sanity.
In addition to FB and email, I read a lot, and there are several TV programs that I like to watch. I love to go to the movies, but I really don't like to go alone. I have done so, but there aren't any Movie Theaters near where I live, so I don't go rushing off to the movies. In addition, to not liking to go alone, the current cost of movies is too expensive, not to mention the cost of gasoline to drive to and fro.
Yes! I have looked into using Netflix and RedBox and have even rented a couple of movies from Redbox, but there is still another problem. A significant number of new movies are horror movies. My problem with modern horror movies is there attention to graphic detail. I don't know about you folks, but I prefer the old fashioned horror movies that let your mind provide the details of the gore or not as you choose. I don't need graphic reality, it gives me nightmares, and I don't need them either.
As I said in the beginning, I miss my Claudia. God Bless you darling.
Love from the gahillbilly.
"(C) Copyright by Victor Winebrenner"
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