Don't know what to think.

I don't know what to think. Here I am late at night trying to write something I don't know what, when I should be in bed getting some sleep. I have to go to work in the morning.Early, at six am. So goodnight for now.

Well here I am, it is 3:00pm and I sit once again before the big eye trying to figure out why I am here.
Is it punishment for some imagined slight, or is it karma? Who knows, I certainly don't.

You know, we all say at one time or another, what have I done with my life? Have I made an impact? Will anybody remember me?
By God, yes people will remember me.

It may only be my family members, such as my brother and sisters, and my first and second wife, and my five children.
All of my children are girls, God love them each and every one. My children are scattered all over the United States, as are my brother and sisters. So we don't really get to see each other very often. Every once in a while during a family crisis, we will talk to each other on the phone. Even send an email every now and then.
It is a shame really, the way our generation has been scattered over the country.

My youngest daughter and her family, husband and 2 children live about 55 miles away, but even we don't get together often. Claudia finds it too difficult to get out and into the car anymore, so we don't go visit. Our daughter and her husband both work full time, and in todays work environment you really have to be productive to even retain your job, let alone have time off.

How about you folks? Do you have trouble visiting your family?

Current mood, pensive and depressed.

gahillbilly.